Seperation Anxiety

I am still sick with this retarded cold. Today is the second day of work I have had to miss. I tried to go to work this morning. I got dressed and walked out the door only to find out that the sun can really hurt your eyes if you have been sitting in the dark for 24+ hours. My head than started really hurting and I had to stop and ask myself, " can I really deal with spider man and count chocula feeling like this?" The answer was NO. So here I sit all dressed up and nowhere to go. The sad part is, I miss the kids. They have a lot of rough spots, but the times when they are sweet or funny really stick. (Mainly because we are so grateful for a break in their bad behavior) So yeah, I wish I felt better because I actually want to be at work and Monday may be my last day. I am a sub and if the county does not renew my job status than I will have to start working somewhere else. On the plus side, if I start feeling better by Sat. I get to play paintball!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whoot! whoot!