I am pretty sure not all women are created equal. Some are awesome stay at home moms who love what they do, and others (myself) are workers who have a hard time with the isolation and lack of gratification that comes with staying at home.
I know being able to stay home is a privilege, and maybe it's because I have never known any different that I have to audacity to complain, but honestly folks, this gets to be kinda boring after two years. Especially when you know you have at least five more to go.
I think I am just not made to stay home. I LOVE working. I like to come home tired from a hard days labor. I like the gratification of building things with my hands and stepping back to look at my handy work. I'm a Mexican for crying out loud LOL. So I am saying all this because I am totally frustrated today. I am bored, it's raining, and Wyatt is beginning his terrible twos a few months early.
I wish a I was a "Susie homemaker", but I find not joy in housework or baking pies for all the neighbors. I do however love my children and I am not wild about the idea of someone else raising them. So because I am stuck in the middle of wanting to raise my children right, and wanting my Independence back I am sitting here in my living room complaining to the world wide web.