Thursday, April 14, 2011

Thinkin' bout tomorrow...

when you gonna be here, tomorrow. Tradin' all my sorrow, just thinkin' bout tomorrow. (song my nephew wrote, you got to hear it live to appreciate it) Anyway. How's it goin out there? I'm in sort of a wandering mood today. Wyatt is gone until who knows when and for now Zane is sleeping, so I have a tiny bit of time to myself. As of late my mind has sort of been all over the place. Mostly digging up old memories and throwing them into my conscious at random times. I have reminisced about my family, old friends, life, life, and of course my relationship with Caleb. I feel like I've been walking around in a daze, just reliving my entire life. It's weird, but not unenjoyable. I'm not sure why my mind has decided to remember, maybe it's because of all the changes that have been going on. We are getting ready to say good bye to our old sanctuary forever (I'm crying just thinking about it). That's going to be so hard. I have only known one church in my life. I know the spot where I got the Holy Ghost, and sometimes I stand there and pray, just to relive the moment and thank God it happened. Not gonna have that memory in the new building. BUT I will look forward to standing on the spot where my boys got the Holy Ghost and rejoicing all the more for their salvation. Or maybe it's because there have been changes in our friend group. We don't really have too many people to hang out with nowadays and making new friends is a process I am not too good at. I don't know. It seems like I might be feeling a little melancholy, but trust me I'm not. Just reminiscing. Compare it to a 100 year old woman who gets that far away look in her eye when she sits to remember days gone by. memories like this lol and this

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Three's Company said...

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Heather said...

Hey, Joe and I are also having that whole friend group problem. We need to get together, and Mel LOVES you and Wyatt!!! :-)